Never end...

Inactive...

2008-04-23T22:55:00.002+08:00

This blog will be inactive from now on...

Please go to http://blog.sina.com.cn/lijiatracy for my new posts.

Thanks...

Tracy Li

未完成...

2008-04-21T22:03:00.005+08:00

不知道今天的雨从什么时候开始落下，又会在什么时候停止...

又在床上度过了一天，符合我的习惯。

以前做一个心理年龄的测试，我的结果是39岁。于是，在许多人的眼中，我成了一个少年老成的人。

其实仔细想想，以我短短25年的人生，如何去拥有40年的人生经历？

也许是性格原因吧，在大多数人津津乐道地谈论一件时下最流行的事情的时候，我却一点也没有兴趣知道。即使我也同样感兴趣，我也宁愿一个人在心里静静地品味，不愿意和所有人分享，我觉得没有那个必要。于是理所当然地，和一个与我同龄却性格开朗外放，可以滔滔不绝讲个不停的人比起来，我自然要显得成熟稳重的多。其实，这并不能代表同一件事情，我们思考的深度会有多少的差距。

我一直认为，人，只有经历过，才会成长。就像感情，只有深陷过，才能体会到分开时心被撕碎的痛...

P.S. 以上是昨天未完成的，今天补上来。还有下面是今天可爱的晚餐。:)

The spring is coming...

2008-04-16T20:38:00.003+08:00

不记得哪一夜的梦里出现过这样一幅画面：一个安静的夜晚，没有风。我站在游乐场的中央，听着旋转木马叮叮当当地响，到处都是孩子们的欢笑。

而我像是透明的，没有人看的到。我抬起头，不晴朗的天空里，没有星辰闪耀。

快乐，是不是真的与我无关？

这几天的天气很好，晴空万里，温暖。我却好像快要冬眠了，反应迟钝，没有了思想。还有那些漫天飞舞的柳絮，随着我的呼吸，不遗余力地往我的鼻子、嘴巴里钻...又是一年春来到，马路旁的迎春花，伴着缕缕春风，娇艳的绽放。但似乎这份充满生机的美丽，并不属于我。

不过有一件事还蛮开心的，就是最近皮肤好像变好了，看来白水的作用还真大。Thanks to my darling! 每天8杯水，要是我每天能喝80杯水就好了，最好每天什么都不用做，只喝水，呵呵。

还要附上最近比较喜欢的一句话：终结，不再继续堕落。只因为天使的回眸。

Live in present

2008-04-07T20:34:00.003+08:00

I heard as if someone is playing on an accordion nearby, cantabile...

Today I watched two commercial films made in Hong Kong. The plot are nothing to praise, but both of the two endings are tragical. Maybe it is just because of the endings to make the films themselves to be more thought-provoking.

A film, just as our life...

We should live in present, for someone we are loving, or someone is loveing us. We should live present, for whom had ever been in our life, or has not been yet. We should live in present, for ourselves, for the unpredictable future...

Tomb-sweeping Day

2008-04-04T20:10:00.004+08:00

Today is a special day to most of Chinese people, Tomb-sweeping Day, which is to offer sacrifices to the dead people.

I had lost three relatives until now who are my paternal grandfather, maternal grandfather and my maternal grandmother. So I also went to sweep the graves for them last week, considering so many people in this day to do it. I was serious in the cult, but have no much sadness. As I think that they had left, but wish me to be happy in my future life. I will always remember them in my heart, and also the love they gave to me...

At night I listened many orphean songs from <同一首歌>, a famous TV program in CCTV 3. Actually I have had not listened to the music for a long time, and then I downloaded several songs inside on the internet, including <光荣> by BoBo, <男人KTV> by 侧田 and <你过得好吗> by 薛之谦, etc.

In addition, I found that I am tired in the work all the time, yawning and falling asleep during the day, but I cannot sleep at night, especially at weekend. So hopefully I will be able to make my life to be regular.

Well, do it from now on. Goodnight to the man who loves me...

Everything is new...

2008-04-02T13:14:00.003+08:00

Finally, I will be here to keep on narrating my stories in the rest of my life...

This is not my first time to record my life in this way. However, it has been passed for 9 months from my last post in my old blog at Sina. I would like to say sorry to you all for my sloth. For more important, I would like to thank my darling for her support and untiring efforts to look for a new place for me in order to continue my memories...

No matter it is a new begining or just to continue my previous memories, I decide to carry on till the end of my life. Maybe one day I am old, I can still find myself at that time from these logs. It must be so interesting that smile will appear on my face...